Ello, Ello, this is what i have to say today. Read and enjoy your daily dose of PATRICK RACOON

Rant!!!!!!
Ok, i'm watching this E! update thing that comes on after the mentalist. . . but i usually don't watch this stuff and i was about to change it but something about Taylor Swift came on.
It said that people were starting to say that she wasn't a good singer, and that she gave an extremely bad performance at the Grammy's. I agree, but i don't like her or the music shes in. . . so its a little bias. . .
But when i heard that her record company said something about "shes the voice of this era" and "that performances don't have to be completely perfect", i truly FREAKED OUT!
When someone sounds good on a record. . . doesn't that mean that thats how they should sound like when their live?
I mean, i understand when a screamo band is going all out crazy and their voice may sound a little different. . . or something like that. . . but when someone apparently sounds bad and different, doesn't that mean that they've been edited from the fucking start! I hate hearing bands or artistes live and hearing they sound like shit! I hate when bands or singers edit their voice. . . Its just fucking retarded and stupid and lame and fake. I mean, if you're listening to it because you want to have fun and its a fun song. . . but if you're a die hard fan of someone, and you think that they are completely real and all that bullshit, but their edited and their songs mean nothing to THEM, than your a fucking idiot! I'm someone that usually doesn't care about people opinion and i don't like to rant, but jesus fucking christ, that shit just pisses me off. Fake people are the shit of the world. . . >:[
So, about Taylor Swift. . . I don't think that she sucks at singing. . . i actually think that she was trying to sing like the girl shes was duetting with. . . :/ So, thats why she sounded like shit. . . because that just isn't the way she should sing. . .but i'm going to forget about it and not care. People who listen to fake people with fake lyrics and think their cool for being themselves when their not. . . then fine, i don't care, and don't try to talk to me about it. . . Cause i truly don't care about anyones opinion. I've had it with peoples opinions and how they have to change others. lol

Crap, this kind of feels good, i think i need to get something else off my chest. . .>.>

You know the girl who is hopelessly in love with me? Well, just yesterday, we were hanging out after school and all this shit and eventually we went to the mall because i wanted to buy some damn posters. . .
So, when we got there. . . we went to Spencers and i was looking at all the posters, seeing what the numbers were and all that. . . So, when i was picking them out, S. (i'll call her that) was practically getting more bitchy by the poster. I was getting some Beatles posters cause they didn't have any HIM or Green Day posters and i don't know why, but thats wrong. . . I apparently cant get Beatles posters. She likes them. . .but when someone wants to be a fan, they cant. . .It's not possible. . .so because she doesn't like it, she has to make me feel like shit. Jesus! And when i was trying to figure out which fucking posters i wanted, cause i didn't have enough for all the ones that i wanted at the moment, S. was just fucking being a bitch about it all. She is the kind of person that wont talk about anything she doesn't like. She wont participate or being around anything she doesn't like.
When i first got the Beatles Rock band, she would get pissed off at me because i'd play it after i got home from school. What kind of gamer doesn't play their new game everyday after work or school?! I mean seriously~!!!!!! I mean, when i had Rock Band 2 only. . . it didn't matter that i played it a lot. And another thing. . . its not wrong for me to be obsessed with HIM. . . but i cant be obsessed with Green Day. . . She got me into the band, soooo it was her fucking fault. . . God, and she thinks we should be together, but WE DON'T HAVE SO MUCH IN FUCKING COMMON!!!! REALLY, S! I like all this "shitty" music and i'm a sarcastic, unloving teen aged boy! I'm a 14 year old boy! Of course i'm not going to be your dream man, i'm not going to fall in love when i'm 14, i don't know what love is. You don't! I don't think about my love future or love! I don't think about when i'm going to have a bloody job or any kind of shit that you think about. I think about girls, my "shitty" music, and art! Thats it. I dream about shit i wanna be and you think about the stuff you only believe you can do. Why don't you take a chance and try to do something you love, instead of wasting your life becoming filthy rich and doing something you hate!! Why don't you stop calling yourself ugly, stop putting yourself down before you've ever tried and actually try. Stop being so "bored" all the time. Theres a billion things to do in my house alone. . . but no, you're always bored. Sometimes, you're like a little child! A Fucking annoying baby!!!! If you apparently have no life, then get one!!!! Fuck! How hard can that be!?!?! I have a life,i have friends, and someone i can talk to without being judged, i play games, have fun, i'm not bored, i enjoy little things like sitting on my back porch and watching the trees, but you cant do that for an hour, you have to walk somewhere, then get bored when you get to your destination.
Yeah, also, if i'm so damn heartless and stupid and rude and lame, then STOP HANGING OUT WITH ME! Stop complaining about how you don't like how i act and how i don't care. Don't fucking complain about what we're doing or how boring my house is. Don't come over if you know its boring!!!
Sometimes you can be the lamest person on earth. But i love you. . .God. . .

And she makes me feel like shit around my other guyfriends. I mean, she just points out my unmanly flaws and points out how weak i am. She is a dominating person. She has to have the last word, she has to have the last hit. She cant lose, unless she doesnt care. I have to be smaller than her, no matter how much she thinks im better than her at "everything"
Im better at the games, because i've played them for a long time, s, i'm better at drawing, because i've fucking done it for a long time. Dont say you suck, if you dont care. If you dont want to be an artist, then why does it matter to you if you're not the best. If you dont do as good as me on a game or playing the drums or guitar, and i tell you to try harder, but then you tell me that you dont care, then dont complain! Im better at doing things i love, and you may suck, because you dont want to do good at it. Thats what i do in school, thats even what you said. Dont tell me that im better than you, when you dont have the same experience in it as me. If you spent all your life drawing, then it'd be different if you seriously sucked, but you dont want to become an artist, so you dont TRY!!!!
Sometimes, i think that. . . that she really, really has some problems with herself. Thats why someone would try to be tougher, right, thats why people bully, right?! Well, then she needs some fucking help. Oh, yeah, she always says how shes so crazy, and i dont know, she might be, but sometimes. . . okay, :/ When people dont like something, then why dont you change it. . .hmmm. If its so damn stupid, then dont be a part of it. I guess, i do it too, but not as much as her.
Sometimes i wish i were "normal" or something, i wish i cared about conforming, cause then maybe i wouldnt be like this, but somehow i came out like that. Thats the way i am, and i am proud to be a fucking dick head fuck face punk. And now, i really dont care what S. thinks about me. From today on, im not going to care if she hits me, im not going to hit her back, im not going to care if she doesnt like what im doing, im going to do it no matter what, and im not going to stop being myself, just she doesnt have to hear what i have to say. S, you know why i say the damn, rude, sarcastic, lame things i say?!!?! Its because thats what i think, thats how am. I'm not bi-polar, sometimes i'm trying to be nice, i like being nice to people, but when they are rude, or lame, and in my way, im going to be the same way back, im going to push them out of the way. . .
I hate when she tells me that im the way i am because i'm trying to be cool. One time i said trousers instead of pants and she told me that i shouldnt say it because im only saying it to be cool. Well, thanks for being honest, and sharing you're thoughts, but just because you shared them, doesnt mean you're right. I said trousers because thats what came out. In literal terms, i was wearing trousers and not pants. Thats the only thing i wear, i hate pants! Im going to say eyether not eether. . . BECAUSE I WANT TO, not to be cool, but because i like the way it sounds. . .Im going to say Aunt, not Ant, Nevahda, not Nevada, and everything i say "weird" to be unique, because i want to. I'm not trying to be cool, because i know i'm cool enough because im being myself. . Im fucking done. Christ. . .
This all happened because i didnt change the channel fast enough. . .lol. . . :/

Have A Nice Day, Patrick Racoon!☮!